Let's tackle this piece by piece, First how old are you? Alot has to do with age?
im about 21 bro, i started working out when i was 15, eating 6 times a day etc, never missed a workout or meal for 4 years about 99% of the time. im 6 ft tall and got up to about a litle over 250lbs offseason weight,not a fat offseason weight, probably like 12%bf or so, 15% max.(i am not so knowledgable about bf%s) had some pretty decent lifts, could do 315 on the bench for 6-8,315 squat ass to grass for 20 reps,365 squat for 10-12 atg, 405 deadlift for 20 reps.
i took a break because i was busy with work at the time, and also had sciatic nerve and rotator cuff problem which i figured some time would be good for me anyway. but i fell out of routine, partied with friends, got lazy and just lost all motivation for almost 2 years. now i am sick of being out of shape and been back in the gym and on a bbing diet for a week now, which i know ill stick with.
i debated with myself, should i cut down first, then bulk, or just bulk then cut? i decided i am not super fat, so i will just bulk till at least spring. here is a crappy pic i took just to give an small idea of how fat/not fat i am.
right now im like 202lbs and out of shape obviously. basically just curious about how/if muscle memory worked for you and if it really exists? it would really suck if i had to work out for 4 years again to get back to where i was.
