Allright, I guess this whole thing needs a bit of clarification. Yes, I'm no noivce or beginner, but let's just say that I "got lost" for a number of years (meaning hardships in life, women, etc). So, during that time away I "forgot" what it takes to look like I did before (lean, fit, and healthy, with a tad of muscle). So the MAIN REASON for the log is completly and totallly selfish (basically my "remembering" wot I gots to do). I'm not out to impress anyone or reach them or change thier training ideas/beliefs, I'm out soley for me. (Yeah I know it's not such an honorable thing, but at least I'm honest and I admit the truth) And to those how are out to help others with a sincere desire to, meaning not self-seeking, then I give them a "tip of the hat" for that.
Look, I may be delusional, but I'm not that delusional. I fully realize that it is litterally impossible for for to be a big guy, it's just not in my genes. So, I'm taking what I got, and trying to develop it to it's fullest. Here is something that will cause even more hatred and bitterness towards me, but if that's what someone chooses to feel, then that's their problem not mine. So here is what I want.... An Adonis Bod

Meaning lean, conditioned and seperated muscle, with nice lines. It seems that many are hung up on numbers... Oh no, you can't weigh only a buck 60 it's too skinnny BULLSHIT Did Marvin Hagler look like shit? HELL NO! Here he is @ 160