awesome thread smoof. Thanks.
You are one of the reasons i come to read on getbig since gh15 has left.
thanks i try to help. i've been through a huge amount of mud in the hormone game in the last few years, and i have learned a ton through the process and i just want to help others.
i am not longer even considering going pro, and will never compete again. however, i am 225-230 depending on what i eat @ under 6 % year round, and i think that quantifies me enough to at least state some things i believe are true in this game. and i also have had the pleasure of getting to know many top amateurs and 2 pros on a real level, and big names in fitness modeling and modeling in general (i was with a top top agency for 2 years) and let me tell you everyone is on hormones. even certain models who are 6'2'' and 175 lbs are on hormones. everyone is on hormones. there is no such thing as natural. david the 40 year old 5'5'', 140 lb guy whose arms are just a little too large to be natural because of how cut he is is certainly on hgh and tren. it is no question. there is no natural. and the 6'2'', 250 lb fitness model who claims he is on a "bit of gear" is actually on 1.5 grams of test, 1200 mg EQ weekly, 100-150 mg tren ace daily and 10 iu of pharmacy grade GH every single day. these are real people that i saw today. i am not making these up as examples. these are two people from today. two liars, who i happen to know exactly what they take due to the fact that they both beg me to disclose my stack, and i refuse to disclose anything to anyone who won't be 100% honest with me in person about what they are on.
when the 6'2'' 250 6% fitness model recently signed to willhemina told me he was on a "bit of gear" i told him to get the fuck out of here. he wanted my stack. i don't blame him. the fitness/bodybuilding industry is full of head games and psychopaths and body dsymorphia. this guy who has near to a perfect build, and is on a practically PERFECT stack, is begging me for my stack when he has an equally good physique as me. and when he told me his stack, the only thing i could recommend to him was to add in anavar and primo and take out the EQ because of his specific goals. i mean, what do you recommend to a guy who is 250 lbs @ 6% and is on 1.5 grams of pharm grade test, 1200 mg of REAL equipoise, and 100-150 mg daily of tren ace from a top source as well as 10 iu daily of SEROSTIM out of all the fucking hgh out there. What do you recommend? And why is this guy asking me for advice? why does he stare at me at the gym every time i enter and he stares at me like i am a hot fucking broad or a chipotle bowl and he is starving to death or something, when he is a straight male for a fact?
because bodybuilding and fitness industry is full of crazy ass motherfuckers with body dsymorphia. and too many of us start taking narcotics and develop coke addictions, like the guy i am talking about, he has a $500 a weekend cocaine problem.
do not become one of these people. use bodybuilding as your medium to a higher realm of happiness and peace with yourself. use arnold schwarzinagger as your role model, and curse craig titus every morning. seriously, look up to the bodybuilders who can smile and have a good time and a sense of humor who avoid narcotics and understand that bodybuilding is all just a game and a way to build both a better physique and a
better life, and curse the individuals in this game who turn evil.
i am so fucking sick of meeting these "hard" bodybuilders who can never smile because they need 20 mg of percocet to even enter a gym. it fucking sickens me. i want this sport back in a sunnier place. i go to the gym to fucking blow off some steam and relax, and i swear i enjoy every work out and i make it into an event. i get myself so fucking pumped up for chest/bicep day that i look forward to it as if i was going into an orgy with 3 play mates waiting for me just bent over singing my name. i get so fucking pumped up and excited for leg day because i know leg day is the FOUNDATION of your body building career, the foundation of your midsection and the foundation of all strength one can develop (best advice i have ever gotten was that upper body strength can never come without lower body strength. see what i mean and build a 4 plate on each side squat for many many reps and then go try to do your flat bench. see what I mean. you will rep that shit like an nfl linebacker).
so be happy. get excited to go to the gym. never get depressed because you had to miss a shot or two because you went on a trip with your girlfriend or you only got to the gym 3 times in a week instead of 5 because you went on a trip with your parents. fuck that shit. this is your life and bodybuilding is an ANCILLARY to your life.
you body build to live. never live to body build.