About a year ago I got dumped by my long term girlfriend just before we were due to go on holiday to Berlin, I'd had a similar thing happen before and always regretted not going on the holiday so this time I decided I was just gonna go on my own. I had a ... very mixed week there because the city is amazing but I was emotionally in a right fucking state. I didn't meet many people like I normally do on holiday and by the end (and to this day I guess) I was filled with so much self loathing, but that's not really the point of the story.I'm bisexual but have mostly dated girls (for no real reason other than convenience) but I thought Berlin could be a great place to check out the gay scene. One night after a few (many) beers I went to a gay sauna, stripped to a towel, and went to see what was on offer. I'm a young guy in relatively good shape so almost as soon as I entered there were a couple of older guys following me round but I wasn't interested. There were a few other young, hot guys but most also had a trail of old men following them, or were already fucking. As it was my first time, and in a country where I didn't know the language, it got awkward very quickly and I decided to cut my losses, go jack off in a booth with porn playing and just go home.I'd only been in the booth for a few seconds when I felt something, looked down and there was a beckoning hand sticking through a previously unseen gloryhole. I figured it most be one of the older guys who was following me round and saw me go in but I thought fuck it, I'm here now, and I stuck my dick through. And it felt fucking AMAZING. I don't know if it was the anonymity, the heightened sensation because I wasn't looking at anything, or if this guy was just that good but it was probably the best blowjob I'd ever had and I was getting as close as I could to this wall, balls sticking through and all.And then things went wrong. I felt some movement and then an intense pressure as my balls were squashed up against the wall on the other side and I couldn't move them. I panicked having no idea what the guy was doing until I realised that it was his legs trapping my balls because he'd turned around without my realising and shoved my dick up his ass. With no protection. In a fucking gay sauna in fucking Berlin. I'd never been so scared in my life knowing that this random guy would do such a thing like that, I'm pretty sure I wasn't the first person he'd done it to so I was effectively fucking every ass in that sauna. Immediately after cumming I got the fuck out of there as quickly as I could and basically ran back to my hostel, didn't touch anyone for the last few days of the holiday, went straight to an STD clinic as soon as I got home and completely broke down when I told the nurse, who shamed the fuck out of me.After a few weeks of shitting myself and locking myself away from everyone I know I could get a proper HIV test which thank fuck came back negative and I was so relieved I almost cried at the nurse again, and I've not been with a guy in any way since.
try bisexual, transexual, or outright homosexual porn.
I would not let a man shit on me ANYWHERE. Regardless of how hot he is.
At one point I very strongly considered becoming a Muslim.
Oh my... what an attractive fellow. I sure would like to spend some alone-time naked with him.
Bay you can keep uncle fester but the big guy in the wife beater is all mine !
I've tried viagra pre-workout.
Mike mentzer was a mentally unstable methampthetamine addict.
Catholic is christian is catholic is protestant is lutheran is babtist. Its all the same shit = There is a God and there is a heaven and a hell.
Rimbaud, sweety, I love you too. Just for you and you only...anytime your ready to get serious and start putting your steroids to GOOD USE (aka "building mucle" or "retaing muscle while shredding fat")... I will do a one on one consultation on diet, training, & drugs with you. But just for you and you only, you big stud you.
Your right --- I love black people ! They are sexy. At least I think so. and the good thing is... black people tend to think that white people are sexy too ! It works out great!
Great summary of tbombz greatest hits in the two most recent posts.
dont forget when he claimed there were too many carbs in toothpaste
Dear Fallsview, Thank you for a thought-provoking and insightful study into the mind of the inveterate fabulist and emotionally abusive husband, Howard. I too have been motivated to conduct a psychological evaluation of this abhorrent individual using the qualitative data available on here and YouTube, as well as numerous (and harrowing) written statements from his ex-wives. You have correctly identified many significant 'red flags' in your analysis, though your conclusion is erroneous, in my professional opinion. Before presenting my own hypothesis I would like to preface it by stating that while my findings will surely make for uncomfortable reading, I make no apologies. As upsetting as the truth may be, it ultimately can never damage a cause that is just. And for Howard, who will no doubt attempt to silence me, I would invite him to consider that the truth is like a woman: behind bars, you deprive her of all her strength and beauty. You accurately highlighted the incongruity between his persistent self-congratulatory posts relating to marriage and his abysmal track record in making them a success, and it is here where we shall begin our exploration of his degeneracy. Howard is rather fond of posting the infamous YouTube clip (Lift Studios with HowieW from Getbig.com, 2007) in which he gives an interview for the Getbig community, believing it to be a vindication of his claim to possess a more down-to-earth and endearing persona than the one we encounter on here. Upon careful viewing, it does the opposite: it clearly demonstrates that Howard suffers from Histrionic Personality Disorder and a fear of abandonment - likely stemming from a traumatic childhood incident (no doubt exacerbated further by the traumatic incident he experienced as an adult, when he discovered his wife engaged in sexual intercourse with a couple of hunky servicemen). These issues are manifested in the form of dominant and controlling behaviour, which is evident when he introduces the cameraman to his newest wife and immediately places his arm around her and forcefully grabs her by the shoulder, then disrespectfully squeezes her by the head and proclaims 'I've got her' - All the while remaining entirely oblivious to her clear discomfort. Howard's emotional bullying and fear of rejection is undoubtedly what led to the failure of his previous marriages, and though he may delude himself with boasts of being an 'alpha male' by refusing to acquiesce to the wishes of his wives, the truth is that his partners left him in order to preserve their own sanity, and only his blatant narcissism prevents him from realising this - which we will turn our attention to now.Not only does Howard fabricate the circumstances surrounding the failures of his marriages, but he has a tendency to fabricate numerous other incidents and achievements in his life in order to generate respect from others and protect his own ego from the melancholy that arises from a life of mediocrity. Howard's career in bodybuilding was uneventful and short-lived, yet he continues to infuriate others with his contrived ponderings over returning to the stage, and seems to bask in the negative responses that this provokes. As with all narcissists - any attention is better than no attention. Despite previously admitting to using steroids during his competitive days, he will often claim to have competed as a natural; and when asked to elaborate on the professional credentials he had often boasted of having, it became apparent that he fabricated those, too. Though both of these examples serve as sufficient evidence to highlight Howard's mendacious and deluded personality, the lies involving his professional credentials require further elucidation, for they uncover by far the most vile and malevolent aspect of Howard's psyche.Howard is an 'ethical peadophile', i.e. he is able to avoid acting on his perverted desires (so far). A vacuous reading of Howard's posts may lead one to the conclusion that Howard is simply a juvenile and wince-inducing buffoon; however, I have been assured by an independent panel of experts that Howard's particular brand of puerile toilet-humour is a result of many years attempting to amuse young children, and delighting in the attention he is afforded when successful. Once this is understood the other motivating factor for fabricating his credentials by claiming to have worked as a physics Professor becomes apparent: Howard, like most other monsters, is shrewd enough to try and disguise his true nature from those around him. By accepting his claim of having a PhD one would assume that he would be tutoring young adults; nothing could be further from the truth. Howard was teaching school children basic science, all the while struggling to come to terms with his beastly nature. He found a coping mechanism through relentlessly broadcasting his reluctance to ever have children on the basis that it would interfere with his solipsistic and carefree lifestyle, but the truth is far darker. Howard is a man struggling with his demons, and struggling he is. I applaud his efforts thus far, and I wish him well in overcoming these defects, but until that time comes I would like to respectfully request that Howard refrains from posting and hands himself over to a medical professional immediately. Lift Studios with HowieW from Getbig.com (2007) YouTube video, added by Issac Hinds [Online]. Available at (Accessed 10 July 2017)
theres something very legendary about trying to get your whole hand in a vagina, how many can actually get there whole hand inside?ive tried but i didnt want to realy force my hand in it seemed it would be too much for her, definitly seemed to actually feel better after i fisted her and resumed doggystyle in her poon tang not her boon tank
i have been bisexual since birth,,, i didnt come out... the first time i mentioned any kind of sexual attraction for males was underthis handle...
my gf uses brith control so i get to cum in her raw all the time..
fuck condoms man they take away 80% of the pleasure..
my soul radiates an asian/african zen peace, and also much love !!!
i dont use drugs, i make love to them
let me smack her ass cheeks a couple times, stick my tongue in her butt, kiss her once and ill be satisfied.
alcohol can be fun but i usually like to meditate about death, and when drunk there is no light in the darkness..
i grin real big knowing shes into getting abused by cock meat
My 'sport' is a mix of dominance, sadism and primal. Others may be into pegging. Still others into age play, CBT, latex, bondage... whatever. Rarely the twain shall meet.
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celebrating number 70 with friends
I agree with everyone saying Jim Lorimar maintained his physique the most.
JAYZ' DAUGHTER
I've trained at Golds, Venice for 19 years.Many rumors about how/when Chris Duffy went gay/bi/for pay...whatever you wanna call it. Chris was married for many years to his female college sweetheart. They competed together for a few years in the same shows. Then they moved out to LA. He won the L.A. Championships,made a name for himself and then burned out on the BB scene.Chris came off all the gear and started to personal train many clients. Some celebrity clients too,such as Steven Seagal. During this time, Chris ended up having an affair with his wifes best friend, who was a female competitive bodybuilder too. This went on for some time . Chris's wife found out, and was willing to give him another chance. Chris decided to stay with his new fling instead and got a divorce. Now this is where the crazy new life of Chris begins. His new gal was well known in Golds, Venice as a huge anything goes,horny sex freak. She introduced Chris to the world of mushrooms, X, and other drugs. Prior to that Chris would barely touch a beer. Chris was head over heels for her. Well she was into swinging and orgies too. She also had a huge desire for watching straight men suck cock. She pretty much wanted Chris to experiment with men sexually in front of her and she wanted to swap with them too. being chris was the most pussy whiped guy I ever met, he did whatever pleased her. And this led to Chris becoming more and more comfortable with crazy bisexual acts while being high on X and other drugs.Fast forward a few years. They both leave LA and move to Florida(early 90's). And chris decides to make a comback to turn pro. He gears up again and pulls off his pro card. He is still with his lady at this point and they both decide to move back to LA because of Chris's new popularity as Nationals Champ.They move to Redondo Beach,Ca. Chris trains for some pro shows and doesnt peak well. By this point Chris is dabbling in some crazy shit with his girl. More drugs , more orgies, etc... he trains for fun and too just walk around looking big.But he is not making much cash from the sport. So the natural thing for the new and crazy Chris to do is to start hustling himself for cash. Chris is now clearly comfortable with have sex with dudes. he starts to become an in demand gay escort and is still with his girl. She clearly supports this and is a lazy person herself who lives off his cash.Well ,through some of his gay clientel ,Chris is told that he could make a lot of cash as a gay porn star as he is already a cult figure in the gay underworld. Influential Chris goes for broke and decides to make 2-3 gay pornos under the name Bull Stanton.He moves to San Francisco during this time with his girl and the guy that he starred in the pornos with. He does this because his girl has fallen in love with the idea of living a big happy bisexual affair between Chris , his male onscreen lover and her.They stay in San francisco ,where Chris starts performing solo sex shows on stage with a huge dildo for the pleasure of his new high paying porno fans. Chris also gets into heavy crystal meth use and starts to go really crazy. he stopps training as much. Stops juicing as much and everything just goes insane. he has a breakdown and leaves both his gay friend and his girl. Chris stays on crystal and ends up living on peoples couches for months on end. Barely training and engaging in very unsafe gay street prostituion to pay for his crystal habit. After many months of this, Chris makes his way back to family in Florida. he detoxes from crystal meth and decides to start training again to get back to what he always loved, Bodybuilding. But the damage is done mentally. Chris no longer knows how to function in regular society with a job and decideds to take the bad decision to start male escorting again for a living. He stays off the crystal meth, tries a Masters comeback. hustles as a male escort while dating women in Tampa that are pretty open minded as to what he does for cash. Nothing sticks relationship wise and so the story of chris Duffy continues. It is a very sad story . Chris was always a nice guy. One of the nicest guys in Golds.very sad.
