In part that's probably why they chose death. I admire the guys who do a complete 180 like dillet and get over their illness...
you always told me in pms, you wish you could just get rid of your dillet-esque size, i can confirm
but , heres the other side of the coin.
in summer on hot day i went to some shop to buy tshirt tanktop, and tried them on shirtless right in the middle of the shop.
now you know, id usualy say the girl that works there will have a blueprint for masturbation for a whole while, and ppl would think its a "joke".
well,today i went to the same shop, same girl there, as she realizes its me(this time clothed,bc its freezing temps),her knees go inward, most likely to stop the vaginal fluid to run down her whole legs, she puts head downward a little bit and ask you been here this summer?
i say "ah you remember(haha offc she does)", then soon later she asks if i want to try something on, obviously wishing to see me shirtless again.
my back is unshaven and resembles a gorilla, but front is shaven, so i did her the favour and gave her another blueprint.
was a solid 6, good enough(i leave the 10s to the getbig yacht owners,stockmarket experts).
is it worth it?haha hell yes