I can't carry a gun or knife legally in my country, but i'm interested in them - not in a disturbing kind of way but because they are a vector of power and force, my dad used to carry a Glock 17 and let me tell u that was a big fucking pistol, probably not really the type for self defense or concealment for that single reason but it was cool nonetheless - and im sure you've all seen the durability tests of those guns.. nothing like em.